“I have really no idea how it feels like to receive a gift from a guy? I mean I have never got any. You can laugh, okay? Because I know its kinda funny. My whole school and college education was co-ed . Hundreds of guys but yet not a single gift nor even a flower. Leave that, not even a single glance of appreciation. So you can now imagine why I never went on any date or coffee or a long drive with any guy, because I was never asked. I just never had anyone And God knows how it is like to cry knowing someone would wipe your tears. I mean I have cried , like for weeks umm months , actually years, to bed every night and yet I had no one to call up and talk, someone to wipe off my tears and tell me ‘am there for you’.
I have been told that I look good by people I know, but you know why I chose this all the time ‘spectacled-messy hair-tee with denims-sport sandals’ look?
Because through this I reason myself that I look horrible and hence ignored ! Atleast I have a reason for being left all alone while my friends are tying the knots !
Gosh, I wonder if I’d ever be loved ? Ha-Ha see how optimistic I am. I know am not gonna be loved ever but still questioning. Leave love, am not even going to have that one glance of admiration, that one second of feeling special that I too exist, for someone …. That one moment of magic .
Argghh ! This is the thing I hate about myself , I mean how could I talk so much, that too with myself all alone sitting here near you. Am scratching your bruises I know, you too are alone , aren’t you? I wish you could talk, atleast talk through tides, idiot” , she stopped and looked as far as she could, sun was setting and was leaving a beautiful reflection in the sea. Unaware of everything , she admired how the sun bid bye and left its reflection ,not letting the sea to be alone, with a promise to come back again, tomorrow !
“Sea isn’t alone , nor you” , he closed his book and looked straight into her eyes.
She Turned .
She Smiled .
That one moment, arrived !